2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: I don't plan on going back there at all, and if I do someday head there again, I'll promise not to go alone. <he hugs her back and kisses her gently on the cheek>

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **she reddens slightly and places her hand upon her cheeks to hide it** thank you...

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: Your welcome

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **smiles** hmm...your the only guy i have ever felt comfortale around...you know that right?

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: <he redens slightly now> No I didn't know that.

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **she nods** its true...erm...i havent exactly had a good childhood...not at least with any boys...i...just wasnt strong enough to talk to anyone...so..i just...you..know..

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: You don't have to talk about your past if you don't want to.

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **she shakes her head** i need to let you know...so the field is set...i know a lot about you...but you dont know all that much about me, its only fair...

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: Fine, if you insist. <he sist back leaning against a tree and offers her a seat next to him>

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **she sits next to him and takes off her cloak, folding it and setting it on her lap** well...as you know, i am a half bredd, my mother was the banshee and my father was human...a priest...and my mother..killed him...

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: I'm sorry to hear that. I don't really know what to say.

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **nods** i got over it...i was six at the time...and when i was nine, my mother was killed by my uncle **she laughs slightly** kind of like a mutiny between our family. after my mother was slaughtered..he...he....he raped me...**she closes her eyes as she said this**

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: If I were still the aspect of Daiolo my eyes would be glowing red right now. What happened to your uncle?

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **she smiles now staring at him** when we get back to lanthara i will show you...

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: I know it isn't exactly a great thing to say, but I hope I'm shown a grave.

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **she shakes her head** he has no honour...therefore no grave...his bones are at the bank...by the sea...**she closes her eyes and leans back against the tree** i wish i wasnt the one who had killed him...but it had to be done...now i am alone...**she shakes her head without opening her eyes and puts her hands at her sides on the floor**

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: Your not alone, I'm here for you.

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **she suddenly turns and hugs him, not letting go** thank you jezz.....i really do appreciate...all of what you do for me...[look i gtg for now, i will bb in an hour..okay?]

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: <hugs her again> no problem. [alright no problem]

2005-11-09 [~Cerys~]: **smiles but doesnt let go** hmm...i love having you as my company...

2005-11-09 [Lodengarn]: I enjoy being in your company.